Thursday, June 21, 2007

Just a Pump

I've been feeling really bored lately. I mean REALLY bored. So bored in fact it could border depression. Ever since I came home from France I've not been doing a great deal of anything. I've been looking for some programming work and following up some leads, but on the whole I've been sitting at home waiting for something to happen.

When I was thinking about how to describe the state of my heart just now I thought of the phrase, "just a pump". I don't feel a great deal of anything good or bad. I just wake up and then wonder if I should bother getting up - if it'll make any difference to anything.

Yup, pretty miserable post but that might explain why I've not written for almost two months until today.

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